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Being the Other Woman – Does it Count as D/s?

What does being the Other Woman have to do with D/s? I am vanilla. Just through and through to the core. Power dynamics are a lot of fun, but the moment they feel contrived I lose interest. All BDSM feels contrived to me.  That said, I’m involved in a relationship that has strong D/s elements Read More

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Is Cybersex Cheating?

“Miss u.” the message comes through. It hits me in the gut. I’ve been waiting around hoping he’ll fuck me. Here it is. Is cybersex cheating? It’s been a week. A week of his wife and child being back and him having no time for me. We haven’t talked since their return. I’ve been desperately attempting Read More

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Stuck

Some people call it inertia. I am simpler with my terminology. I call it stuck. Those times in life when the pathway is dim are one kind of stuck. When it is difficult to figure out what to do next, or where to go. Those moments when it seems like routine has gotten the best Read More

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Sex Agenda

What’s my sex agenda? I don’t want to play fucking games anymore, I want to play fucking games. I’m tired of him trying to sneak past the line without admitting to himself that that is what he is doing. Saying one thing, doing another. He wants to fuck me. He has a girlfriend. He’s fraught Read More

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Halloween Lover

Why am I hiding in the bathroom on Halloween night? Drunk on Kyrgyz vodka and cognac and dirty sexting and creating hot audio porn with Him. My favorite lover. My Halloween lover. This year. Because my Halloween lover has all the control. If he has the time and inclination I have the motivation. And this Read More

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Stop. Falling. In. Love. With. Monogamous Men.

Latest excruciating self-torture in The Zoeverse: Falling in love with monogamous men. I don’t fantasize.  I replay. Recall an erotic encounter so intense I didn’t fully take it in, and then repeat it over and over again in my mind, deepening my relationship to it in every sweet, hot, juicy, dripping detail. Exquisite remembering. Perhaps Read More

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Will He or Won’t He?

Will he or won’t he? Will he make the same meanings that I have? Won’t he let his guard down? Will he or won’t he? I’m still wondering, because he’s still wondering. I’m still wondering how many more different shapes of benches are along the Thames. No two alike – the ones we kissed upon Read More